The Shakedown

Firstly, thanks for all the positive commentary on this site. I really appreciate it. Sometimes I feel so good, other times it hits me that Colleen died less than five months ago. Lately, when I’m feeling down, I think, “If I feel like this now, how in the world did I make it through the first couple months?” Maybe there’s no use trying to decipher the unsolvable; I’m here now.

I got out on a shakedown sail on Thursday (January 16) and I’m so glad I did. I’ve done a bit of last-minute work to Hazel James, upgrading things, installing a few new items, etc. and it was good to get out in mild conditions and try them out. Some examples: I calibrated the physical compass to the electronic compass and GPS and noted deviations through all points on the compass (“Swung the ship” in sailing parlance), practiced hoisting my storm trysail (small mainsail used in high-wind situations), practiced reefing the staysail (the staysail is a smaller sail just forward of the mast that can be made even smaller by reefing it—again for high-wind situations), and played with my newly installed jacklines and tethers (akin to climbers’ safety ropes, designed keep you on the ship when things get dicey). As the sun was setting and I was finishing up my sail, my son Jack’s friend Conner came out Hillsboro Inlet on his way to do some bait fishing. We talked a bit and he got these photos.

The next day back at the dock, I dove on Hazel (snorkeled) and checked that everything below the waterline was as it should be and knocked off a few barnacles. All in all, good preparation. I found a few more things to sort out and I was glad I did it.

The weather this morning is looking good for my departure. A bit breezy to get started but I should be OK. I woke at 4:30 this morning of my own volition, too excited (and scared) to sleep. I was talking to my friend Ethan yesterday. He asked how I was feeling, I said, “Scared shitless”. He said, “Good, if you weren’t feeling that way I’d be worried about you.” It was a wonderful re-frame of the situation and how I was feeling.

If the weather continues to develop as expected, I’ll be headed south this morning. If not, I’ll hang out for a bit and wait. I’ve found that the intensity of the preparation has been so therapeutic for me. The focus has given me hours of solace at a time, punctuated only occasionally by grief attacks.

Thanks to all of you for all of your help along the journey.

The Plan

“People Plan, and God Laughs.” (Yiddish adage)

I was going to title this post “The Goal” but to me, a goal intimates that any deviation from it is some sort of failure. That couldn’t be further from the truth. I’ve got my plan of where I want to go on this voyage and how I want to get there but also realize that sailing is not power boating. Nothing against power boaters but the name of that game is pointing the bow of the boat at the destination and throttling up. I’ll be working with, around and through the currents and prevailing winds (including trade winds) and vagaries of the weather. Deviations from the plan will be part of the adventure. As climber and founder of Patagonia clothing, Yvon Chouinard said, “The word adventure has gotten overused. For me, when everything goes wrong—that’s when adventure starts.”

With those musings aside, the summary plan is to sail 1,100 nautical miles from Hillsboro Inlet in Pompano Beach, Florida to the Virgin Islands. Explore the Virgins for several months, and then island hop my way home to be back before the meat of hurricane season in the summer. Quick aside, 1 nautical mile (abbreviated NM) equals 1.15 statue miles (a statute mile being the formal name for our land-based “5,280 feet” mile).

The more detailed plan to get to the Virgin Islands is to first look for a good weather window over the next week or so and initially sail south for 40 nautical miles along the South Florida coast from Hillsboro Inlet to Biscayne Bay (just south of Miami).

From there I may layover at anchor for a day or two in Biscayne Bay waiting for good weather or immediately cross the Gulf Stream to the Bahamas. Worthy of note, the Gulf Stream (a.k.a., “The Stream”) is the highest velocity open-ocean current in the world and thus requires a favorable wind for the 50 NM crossing.

Once in the Bahamas I may stop at the western Bahama island of Bimini and rest up or continue directly to the central and eastern Bahamas. The Bahamas consist of two “banks” (large expanses of relatively shallow water and dry land), Little Bahama Bank to the north and Great Bahama Bank to the south. Between the two lies the Northwest and Northeast Providence Channels and I plan to sail eastward in those channels for 130 NM to either the central Bahama island of Great Harbour Cay or the eastern Bahama island of Eleuthera—or stop at both. I’ll rest-up and top-off fuel and water prior to my sailing legs out into the Atlantic.

If one looks at a map, you’d see that island hopping from Florida to the Virgins appears to be the most straightforward route. However, doing that would entail long days and nights of upwind and up-current sailing. In an attempt to avoid that, I’ll plan to sail due east into the Atlantic until I’m close to the West 65 degree meridian (longitude line) and then turn south for a final 300 NM or so to the Virgin Islands. A picture is worth 1,000 words so see below*…

That’s the plan, and people plan and God laughs. While I might sound like I know what I’m talking about, I’ve never done anything like this before. Sure, I’ve done a lot of inshore and inland sailing, a lot of reading and studying on the bluewater, and a lot of preparation of Hazel James, however I can’t help feeling like Luke with the womprats on Tatooine. “It’ll be just like Beggar’s Canyon back home.” …we shall see and time will tell.

More updates and position reports to come as my initial weather window and departure date gets closer.

* Image above courtesy of https://www.bwsailing.com/bw/florida-to-the-caribbean/

Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas

Like many, I often gravitate to the darker and melancholy side of things. So it goes with Christmas carols and songs, my favorite is “Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas”. A couple Christmases ago I noticed that there were two somewhat different sets of lyrics to the song. While neither are “jolly” one set is clearly sadder than the other. In doing some quick research, I discovered that Hugh Martin and Ralph Blaine wrote the song in 1944 for Judy Garland to sing in the movie “Meet me in St. Louis” (the song clearly outlived the movie). This original version of the lyrics are the sadder of the two. In 1957, Frank Sinatra wanted to record it for his album A Jolly Christmas and requested that the songwriters lighten up the lyrics. In their rewrite, Martin and Blaine focused on present happiness rather than the original’s anticipation of a brighter future. I share all of this because I’m thinking about Colleen a lot this first Christmas without her—she just loved everything about the season. From the original lyrics: “Someday soon we all will be together, if the fates allow.” I guess the fates aren’t allowing us to be together with Colleen anytime soon.

On a brighter side, I recently discovered a wonderful quote generally attributed to Dr. Seuss, “Don’t cry because it’s over, smile because it happened.” That gives me a lot of solace.

After Christmas, I’m going to focus on final preparations and provisioning of Hazel James for my voyage. Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night!

It’s Not a Small World and Time Doesn’t Fly

In my professional career I travelled extensively, worked in constantly forming and re-forming team structures, and lived a generally fast-paced lifestyle. “It’s a small world,” was a frequent aphorism that my colleagues and I would use when we made a professional acquaintance and then discovered that person had a connection to a close friend or common former-employer. It happened all the time. Similarly, given the lifestyle, when reminiscing over a meal we’d often comment about how “time flies”. Over the past several months, I’ve thought about those two statements a lot and how they are not expressions of fact but reflections of how we choose to live. When you’re flying at 500+ MPH yes, it’s a small world. When you’re sailing at 5 knots (about 6 MPH), the world isn’t so small. When the sun sets at 5:30 PM local time on a winter’s day and it won’t rise again until 7:00 AM the next morning and you’re standing watch the better part of the night, time isn’t flying. Given where I’ve been and where I am, in this next chapter I want to earn my travel, earn my distance and earn my adventure.